its been hard seeing u being in dat state of daze
its been exceptionally hard to see u in that frown
i tried and tried and tried..
each day to make u smile and laugh again
cos those are the things i misses most..
and after one whole week,
i finally succeeded in making you laugh
seeing those beautiful smile again.
if only i have a potrait of it.
i'll hang it on the wall for all to see
those beautiful smile
those beautiful smile
the smile that always captured my heart
the smile that will stay in my heart for eternity.
i'm overjoyed by just seeing that smile.
those beautiful smile
the perfect one.

Remember, its a NO FROWNING zone over here..

But you made me feel like everything I did was never enough
If I'd known better then I never would've let it begin
But imperfection is hard to see, from the outside looking in.

They say you have one chance but that I don't believe it
Although my expectations can get the better of me
I shouldn't be afraid of what I cant control
Cause whatever's round the corner, I will take it all.

I know you're not fine, you're far from fine.
All I ask of you is to stay on your feet
That should be enough,
Cause what we're going through
is all god's plan.

Believe in yourself,
i believe in you more.

Love hurts, it should be
or else it wouldnt be called love.

Me and you,
i'm willing to close all those unwanted chapters
and write a new one.
Just me and you.

I love you, i promise.

13th August 2005

A significant event in my life, 2 years being together with my honeybee dearest. 2 may seemed like a small number but 2 year sure feels like a long long time to us. Known her for 5 years this year. 2 years in a relationship. From a nobody to a friend to what we are now. Despite all that we have been through together, thick and thin, good times and bad time, im glad we never gave up on us. Treasure you so much dear.

Love You Love You Love You Love You Love You

Our day begins wif me fetching bey from her place, was struggling wif the gift and the brownie cake i bought for bey :) She's super gorgeous that day, the clothes she wore, her hair, evrything was mesmerizing. Made our way to PS to watch Charlie and the Chocolate Factory, luckily i've bought the tix before hand so there was enuf time for us to grab a quick bite before the show. Had The potato gratin set from Delifrance, nice nice. then the show, well, hmmmm,a colourful show. Chocolates and all the candies. 4 out of 5 rating but i still prefer the original version i watched back in Pri 3 at JE library wif my younger bro.After the show, took a bus that stops at marina, passed through Milenia walk and bought a Wonka Bar from the Chocolate Empire, sadly to say we did'nt get the golden ticket, hehehe But the do have the golden ticket thing ikay, the winner will get to go to a Chocolate factory inUS if im not mistaken, how wonderful would it be if i had the golden tickets, but then... nvm... hehehehe .Reached Suntec, got inside Marche and sat down already and me being as cerewet as ever, decided not to eat there. So out we go, walk to Marina Square and i still cant decide where to eat, just want to eat something diferent, :(. Baby was on the verge of getting angry but luckily she didnt. I finally remembered this place at Raffles City basement and hahaha Dinner was at Out Of the Pan restraunt. The main dish was all on crepes, I like. Had the Ultimate Caesar Salad but it really is unforgetable. The Potato Salad is yummy, the sauce is different, its mustard, taste superb, you can only tast a pinch of mustard and the potatoed skin is red in colour. hehehe Jakon sia :p Bey had the seafood and i had the spicy beef on crepes. Very very nice! Surprisingly, it was really a filling meal. Was so full!went to esplanade and sit down for a while. I love staring at the the tall building fro esplanade at night. The lights and all, just btought me to a state of calmness and serenity . The stars and moon shines brightly today. Next the desert, my fav part. Planned this a long long long time ago. Had the Suckao At Max Brener. Innovative way to eat chocolate.we have to melt it and mixed it with milk and use the spoon which also act as a straw and suck the choc up. Yummness! Lastly, bought a pint of Vanilla Pecan Haegen Daz ice cream and to a cab back to babys place where she opened the gift i bought and made for her. Was glad that she likes it. its kinda like a caligraphy writing of our names. and baby doesnt believe that i wrapped and tie the ribbons myself, i did it myself okay. nice tau. watched Ldy boss and eat the brownie wif the ice cream. Gosh, i wonder how many kilos i've gained but nevertheless i had a superduper wpnderful time wif my darling sweetheart.

Love you dear.

P.S:

Project 13-

thanks qiqi and nadia for accompanying me the other day.

thanks hilmi for the company too despite our disagreement in many things at ikea and all, hahaha, really appreciate it.

just got home from KL, that will be another story for another day.

i know ure asleep
i know ure ill
i know u misses me
i know i misses u

Nytez

wanted to hear ure voice