there aint no school today as the whole year 2 is going for a seminar except our class, how ironic, we sure got in the bad books of our section head, well i'm not complaining cos i got to sleep till noon but unfortunately i woke up at 10.30.. hmmm, well more then enuf sleep i guess.. i've been waking up with a red eye on either one side, its been happening for a couple of weeks already, i must have rubb it pretty hard while i was asleep, i think i should start tying my hands before going to sleep, hhehehe.

Yesterday...
Had dinner with my colleague's at Sundanese Indonesian restaurant in GWC. Our store got second in the monthly sales target thingy and we got 200 bucks as well as another 350 bucks for winning the Service Excellence Award, spot checks done by mystery shoppers! Kudos to GWC TCC! But the dinner...hmmm....it was bad... not nice.... seriously.. its like normal foods which can be cooked at home like curry chic, Lodeh, Fried Gurame fish... The onli think i like was the kicap cili padi wif onions, i just like the spiciyness, ahahaha. The Dining was quite cheap, spent less than 250 bucks, and this meanss that the remaining money will go to the tips box and we will get more tips money at the end of the month!! yeayness! after dinner, i and my 3 other colleagues went to town. Thought of watching red candy but the timing at Cathay kinda sucks so we settled for desserts at Coffeclub. Yumms... Had Muddy Mud Pie, Tiramisu Mud Pie, Strawberry Romanoff and Mango Mousse.. was indulging on my sweet tooth. hehehe chilled there for an hour or so, found out alot of things about people, both good and bad. Such a pity knowing some of their plights... abusive parents, never ending qurelling parents, poor familes and all.. some even resulted in cutting their wrist, yup, they did, as stooopid as it may sound, no matter what i just pray for the better for everyone...

just when you thought that ure world is doomed and you don feel like living because of watever the reasons maybe, bear in mind that THERE ARE others that are in far worse problems than you do, just don end ure life buy cutting ure wrist or trying to do anything suicidal, dont give up just yet, it may be a blessing in disguise. pls, spare a thought..

Missed going out wif my 4 other dudes, the last time we met was for the Baybeats thing, but that was only for a short while.. didnt get to sit and chill and reminiscing about good old times like we always did in the past. we sure got alot of catching up to do. The twins better start planning for the chalet thing okays.. remember, only the Kite-kite-kite! don want any other peeps..and also the Seoul Garden trip yang tak menjadi-jadi all plan properly lah...... justs give me a beep if theres aniting aite.

Heres my promise made tonight
You can count on me for life
Thats when i love you
When nothing you do can change my mind
The more I learn,
The more I love
The more my heart cant get enough
Thats when I love you,
When I love you no matter what..

Projectmania has started so as usual i will be as busy as ever.

WAD- required to build an online shopping website from scratch. my group is selling cars parts and all. The codings Acompletewill be hell of a tedious job.

Electronic Business Project(EBP)-A complete business report of the website and its no easy job.

Tourism-(FUN part)required to prepare a proposal for a 4days 3night tour to Kuala Lumpur;for my group. and so, we'll be going there this 30th july!

Career and Development Planning(CDP)-Some shit about career lah, hate the teacher, Eunice Ang's father, EGO so big big one. hhahaha

Nowaday i will be either working or doing project, how depressing, need to work to support myself, education is for my future. No question asked.

Baby miss you lah...Tmr going out wif u. yeah!!!

should have just kept it to myself..

like i always did..

but...

paranoia got the better of me..

dreadful dreams becoming reality..

shouldn't have played with pandora's box..

shouldn't have...

"...and i want to speak this word's but i guess i'll just bite my tongue, and accept someday, somehow, as the words we'll hang from..."

why am i being skeptical.. is it just me or what... this feeling inside me, why is it there... jealousy at work? or perhaps just one of my endless delusions... should stop deluding myself... should have known better, i'm no superhuman or anything that can help make this world a better place to live in, im just trying my very best, doing every part in me to make everybody happy, even if it was just for a smile.. trust me, i did my best.. even if i was in my darkest hours... with all those high expectations that are brought upon me.. i just need a breather.. im no better than any other people.. no better.. do spare a thought for me.. pls..

i'm not okay, i promise...