Matchbook Romance
Tiger Lily

we drive tonight,
and you are by my side.
we're talking about our lives,
like we've known each other forever.
the time flies by,
with the sound of your voice.
its close to paradise,
with the end surely near.
and if i could only stop the car
and hold onto you,
and never let go (and never let go)
i'll never let go (i'll never let go)
as we round the corner
to your house
you turned to me and said,
"i'll be going through withdrawl of you
for this one night we have spent.
"and, i want to speak these words
but i guess i'll just bite my tongue,
and accept "someday, somehow"
as the words that we'll hang from.

and i (i..), i don't want to speak these words.
cause i (cause i..), i don't want to make things any worse.

why does tonight,have to end?
why don't we hit restart,
and pause it at our favorite parts.
we'll skip the goodbyes.
if i had it my way,
i'd turn the car around and runaway,
just you and i.

and i (i..), i don't want to speak these words.
cause i (cause i..), i don't want to make things any worse.
and i (i..), i don't want to speak these words
cause i, i don't want to make thingsand i,
i don't want to make things any worse.

Skool started already, the first week is kinda slack, come for a two hour lesson only for each day, aint complaining though. Started Coldfusion already and its not as Cold as it sounds, literally. Kinda fun though, all those codings and maths, Primary 1 maths in fact, hahaha, never new divisions and remainders could be quite complicating, and those intergers division plus mod, whoa.. one step at a time. Keeping up with the flow, so not going to lagg behind. The new Class Counsellor is fine, quite interesting. Adapted fast with the class and in fact, on the third day of school, he's already planning an overseas trip for our class this NOV or DEC, how cool is that! Its either gonna be in one of those Island/Pulau in Malaysia, sumtink like a resort, with clear waters, snorkelling and FOODS! i am so IN! ;p Although i wish it could be Thailand, but it cost 300SG, hmmm... they decided to stay with the budget of 200 bucks, should be more than enuf as he's previous trip with his class, it cost only 80 buck for transport and lodging all to Malaysia, Port Dickson, KL!

Holidays-
it seems so short although we had only a pathethic 30 days, but nevertheless, had quite an enjoyable time. Manage to went to Johore with bey, caught a movie, shopped and of coz, EAT. hehehe
Nothing interesting to be told, went to Ayu's BBQ at Changi- FUN, Celebrated Mum's B'dae and Fathers day, shopping with bey, window shopping wif bey when broke, picnic wif bey at ecp- for the first time i saw the biggest rainbow in my life, huge, can really see both ends, mange to capture it on cam but its not really clear--

saw it? the rainbow of cos, not those skimmers for god sake!

and oh yah, the CIP was FUN,People's Association Youth Movement, riding th e HIPPO bus, giving out the orange ballons along Orchard Road wif the dudes, i felt like Santa, hahaha seeing all those little kids running up to me asking for a baloon, hehehe not only little kids, all those teenage gals and even some grown up's were running to me :)




--Havent been in a state of peaceful mind in such a long time, how i wish i could be a bird, flying in the wind, travelling from places to places, beeing close with mother nature and the beautiful blue clouds, it will be nice to do that, even if it was for a day, with no worries, no problems, no nothing that will bother me.. but then, all i can do is only wish, a wish that will never come true.... holy crap, i sounds so emo-ish! shucks! hahaha

Missing baby everyday, and so does she, hehe. She's like my other half, i need her, without her i'm incomplete. Treasure her so much. God bless us. Amin.

...beezee beezee beezee....

life has been in a mess..

stress...

tired..

confused..

hate problems..

hate life...

nobody understands...

nobody...